Expecting a new life…
What shall i sing to you
What do you like to hear
Mummy’s thinking about you
Even when you’re just a dot
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What shall i sing to you
Baby, baby, baby…
I found myself smiling, whenever i think about you
I have dreams for you my baby
I have hopes that reach the sky
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What shall i sing to you
What do you like to hear
Daddy will learn the lullabies
Daddy will sing to you
Baby, baby, baby…
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Husband and i cannot take our eyes off this ultrasound scan picture of little baby. We saw how hard the little heart beat over the screen when the doctor explain things to us. He is so tiny but working so hard to grow… Baby moved several times as if he knew what we are doing and he posed well for this picture to be taken.
So listen hard, little one… Mummy and Daddy is proud of you. Now you are only 2.1 cm… we’ll see how much you’ll grow in the next visit to doctor.
*Those who need help spotting the baby… click here
I always thought being pregnant for the second time round’s an easy ride… I thought i will know what to expect and how to react. Although i know each and every pregnancy is different, i thought the basis should be the same… I thought i will be saner. But no, i dont… This pregnancy had me begging for mercy, although i am not the worse by far (i know i should stop complaining)…
Maybe the last pregnancy was simply too long ago, i think i had forgotten most of the bad and awful stuff i had felt during the first one. And i am guilty when i unknowingly compare this with that and even started blaming this little one for being so difficult to Mummy.
Silly me… of course i know it wasnt the baby’s fault. Its just my stupid body need to make more adjustments for this little one… somewhat like an overhaul on the oven with the bun in it. You cant help not to get worried if the little one’s alright…
I am also super amazed at my baby bump… Its only 9 weeks but its so obviously showing…!! I know it’ll show faster the second time round, but huh?! I just dont think it should be this big!
I cant wait for my next antenatal appointment on the coming Monday. I have to ask my doctor to do a scan on me? I am suspecting twins… but i know the odds… Read up all about multiples and somehow it fits… Chance of identicals is 1 in 285… and i know identicals are purely random so chances are the same in everyone’s, asians or caucasians… Ironically, i am keeping my fingers crossed that it will not be twins… It just wasnt in my plan.
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