I have plans to go away for a short trip… I know going away on a trip at this time will be kind of risky for me, so i have to be very careful. Yah, i know, but i do not want to disappoint my firstborn… It is now, or a good 9-10 months later…
I am so so excited and scared at the same time and everything’s like new too me (afterall, it had been 6 years)… and worst of all, i have to hide the elation, just to be safe… Imagine your heart bursting with joy, and what you really like to do is to shout at the top of your voice, announcing to everyone what you are going through now… but you cant, and you have to be cool about it…
